dying my hair and family

Im dying my hair tonight and i cant wait ermergerd I hate bleaching my hair like i really dont ever want to do it and yeah im happy and sad and like ermergerd Im scared of what people with think of it but then at the same time im not. I dont know anymore lol yeah im talking to friends from school and yeah none of my family is up yet like really i feel asleep at like 3 last night and woke up and they went to bed at like 10 what the heck